program latihan khidmat neraka?

I'm back from Kelantan! After 3 months. Miss me? Haha... I bet some reading this would go... "Huh? Kelantan? 3 months? Why? He go for what?" well... anyways...

NS was a great experience. not onli did i meet new people and learn how to be a better person, i also learnt d feeling of being disliked by a huge group of malay guys. well erh. long story leh. i malas wana talk so much abt ns. i want dis to be a short post...

oh yeah. one thing worth mentioning. my 30 live bullets using m16 was wonderful. truly wonderful to be holding a live weapon that could end someone's life. a dark and dangerous power. amazing.

learnt how to play guitar. not bad! a little onli larh.

got closer to God. Hallelujah, Hosanna in the highest, amen.

learnt to deal with all sorts of people.

got hurt quite a lot, mostly in d last 2 weeks. those who were in camp with me would certainly know why. heartbreaking, soul shattering.

humbled myself. knowing that a tiny slip, a slight misjudgement in behaviour, and something beautiful is lost.. just slipped right out of my hand. just like that. saddening sia.

learnt how to say goodbye to those close to ur heart.

learnt how to go on day by day with camp food. d food was alright. it tasted fine. just dat it's almost d same everyday. rice. chicken. vege. fruit. gahh.

learnt how to shit squatting down. gross at first den got used to it. thinking abt it, it's more hygienic coz ure not sitting on a seat 20 other people could be using everyday.

learnt that i can do monkey bars and tarzan swing.

learnt how to sing some malay songs.

learnt what 3 months together can cultivate: not just friendship but brotherhood and... sisterhood? erm. u get wat i mean rite. my closest friends weren't just friends... they were my brothers and sisters. agous. eli. sham. hazeeq. arshad. carmen. jenny. goh chee. not forgetting raymee my best buddy. marcus. sai men. chee seng yeap. aliff. ong. fahmi. nad. sha. kah yan. chui ling. rajesh. sarves. orange juice. teera. ain. yee shin. sheu hui. vin nie. mei wei. hakim. ah huan. ah han. ah chong. ling jing. ah tak. zaiy. ida. winnie. n many many more.



gosh i miss being with u guys.

but it's good to be back here in kl. it's good to be back.