last friday.....

...i went to sunway pyramid to stone d whole day. i found myself in a small, dark, cold room with a flashing screen in front of me... no, not a stripper's booth. it's called karaoke!

emo look. chun eh? haha.

yesyes i went with michelle teo chin chi. spongeteo squareass! haha. (btw, pics stolen from her blog!)

we had loads of crazy fun.

had lunch at michaelangelo's (shared a wine!) then karaoke, den pool, den dinner at carl's jr (d 3rd girl is you!) and den.... at 11pm...

secara langsung dari starbucks sunway pyramid! 8tv mempersembahkan...

LATTE @ 8!!

dan terimalah hos anda dan ORANG GILA!!

JASON LO!!!

go to michelle's blog to see d videos of the show. spot me n michelle! we were on tv a few times. n if u see d credits part, u'll see him talking to us just before shaking hands with natural vibracion, d band (if im not mistaken that's their name).

oh well.

my taxi to klia arrives in about 15 minutes!

im going to...

KOREA!!

for holiday. til sunday evening/night.

i'll miss you guys! buhbye and be good!! save room for me k? =)

randomness episode #42

ohkays, since i dont have homework to do tonite... i'll update my blog! since now i realise got quite a lot of traffic o.O

oh! in case u were wondering. d pic above was taken using my close buddy vidhya's phone. no no no, my close buddy is vidhya, not her phone. haha.


anyway, fast forward to now. all dat is above this was typed last night til i was so sleepy then i went to sleep. haha. sorry yeah.

like what everyone seems to be doing nowadays... i shall now reveal to u d great knowledge of where i am typing this from. dramatic and all. haha. im actuali at college, using my friend lesley's laptop to type this out while lesley n andy r playing ping pong. waiting for my turn lorr... haha.

tonite is latte@8!! woohoo!!

tonite is f1 night street race (or is it street night race?) in singapore!! woohoo!!

tonite is friday night!! woohoo!!

tonite is...

damn i ran out of tonites. haha.



u noe wat horh. i read all my previous posts, like from months before n i realise dat wat i wrote then had quite a lot more quality than what im writing now. no ideas why tho... writer's block? or writer's blog? hahahaha...



and why is lesley calling me kor kor???




mm. ping pong.


ciaoZ!

a dream, a fantasy

Lemme brief u on my week!

Tuesday.
At home. Stone.

Wednesday.
At home. Stone.

Thursday.
Go out with Sabrina! DROVE all d way to her hse!! haha. first time she sit in my car n see me drive. wheee... altho got a lil lost goin to d curve n coming back. haha. hope u dont mind! aish. forgot to take photos. so sad. anyway. went to d curve thinking of watching a movie. din haf time, so we walked over to ikea n, for d first time in my life, ate d famous meatballs. ok oni la. nice la, no doubt. but... dun tink i'll travel all da way there just for d meatballs. for sabrina and meatballs, okay. for sabrina, oso okay. but meatballs? no. after dat went to saby's place to play a lil piano n guitar. she's a better pianist than i am k.
drove all d way back, in time to catch dinner with lynnett my lui lui!! haha. had so much fun catching up each other (no, i DIDN'T play kejar-kejar with her...) and eventually bought her an early birthday present. hope u like it! haha. it's a small something for a big somebody! =) love u alwiz darls.

Friday.
Drove all d way to ampang just to be with mommy!! =) went with her to set up a public bank savings account for myself so dat can invest from there. closed my previous savings account in rhb bank (previously sime bank, previously UNBC) den went to klcc for lunch at san fransisco steakhouse. i drove mum around too! haha. im so proud of my driving skills. drove back to subang n den painted outside wall of house. Wanted to go to pyramid to watch latte@8 live with michelle and/or divya, but both bz. so... stayed home and watched it on tv. watched a movie on axn too, it's called mirrormask and it's written by neil gaiman. splendid movie. really captured my imagination and got me into that state of fantasy-dreamland kinda feeling. more on that later.

Saturday. today.
drove all d way to midvalley to meet up with kheng lam (mushroom), suang fu (char siew/siew yoke/yoke gon/dong chu yoke... depending on temperature), and lee jun lin. ate at kim gary's. watched 'money no enough 2'. gosh. hilarious. came home. paint somemore. dinner with dad. tired now...


i mentioned d movie 'mirrormask'. it's one fantastically crafted piece of art. u reli hafta love fantasy n gotta be able to immerse urself in dreams and worlds of fantasy. if u ever haf d opportunity, pls watch it!! download, buy pirated, buy original, watever. watch watch!! esp for NEIL GAIMAN fans out there (like me!).






oh yes. the lead actress is this cute girl. her name is stephanie leonidas. i have a huge obssession with her now. hey, dis sounds like something sabrina would say about an actor she saw. haha, i understand her more now.

my type of girl! not just sexy. cant reli just say cute. not just pretty. but a mixture of them! a perfect looking person to me. well. for now larh. of coz my perfect girl would be 80% personality and stuff like character n feelings n trust n all dat jazz. but in terms of the 5% that is 'looks', she rates close to 100%.

i duno why nowadays, more often than usual, i like to pull myself away from d real world and explore d dreamworld more. no, dat doesnt mean i like to sleep alot (dats true, but besides d point...). it means dat i love fantasy world now. i keep imagining things dat have to do with clear plains, grass and trees swaying to the gentle breeze, the sun is up but it's not hot, in fact d weather is cool, and i can just lie down beside a special someone (still faceless - yet to be found) and stare at the blue, blue sky.

dats it for now. feeling quite sleepy. guess dis urge to go to a fantasy world occurs most when im drowsy and feeling a lil bit lonely.

btw, in case you're wondering... the remaining 15% would be spiritual.

gdnite!

being tagged and tagged and having to do tags are just some taggingly annoying tags that a tag can be tagging you to tag. wtf?

Tags... ARGH!! by sheryiin. haha. i alwiz thot she's very kan chiong. hahaha...

The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!

1. When I was a lil boy, i had this cute lil green hoodie. Whenever i wore it, my mum called me 'Little Green Riding Hood'...
2. I was terrified of learning how to drive - a symptom of not wanting to grow up and take more responsibilities. Now im alrite dy la.
3. i used to like playing online games. my list of previous online games include... Ragnarok Online, Maple Story, Gunbound, Gunz Online, n JX2...
4. i started my formal music education when i was 5 years old.
5. my biggest role model is my bro.
6. sometimes i hated my bro. when i was lil. now it's just irritation. xp
7. i actually enjoyed NS!!
8. i did much better than expected for SPM...
9. for all 5 years at secondary school, i was actively involved in st john ambulance - an organization dedicated to first aid. i retired in form 5 an acting cadet sergeant. now i'm a fully fledged adult member.
10. my online name is, and has always been, angelofdarkness. been using it since i started playing online games. d reason my blog is angelofdarknesssss with 5 'S'es instead of the usual 2 is because... angelofdarkness is already taken. go to www.angelofdarkness.blogspot.com and see for yourself.
11. i like manga. d ones which aren't too ridiculous. n d ones dat are funny. like ultimate hentai kamen!! get it and other great manga for free here.
12. i don't really have a best friend right now.
13. i actually want to start dating again...
14. ever since i started dis blog, i've pretty much abandoned my friendster and havent done much facebook.
15. i hate boring tags.

since i dont know who's already been tagged... i'll just tag dese ppl n it's up to dem if wana do...

spongeteo
hui sin

(nah! take THAT you two!!)

edwin
pervina
perv-brina
natalie
meisze
alvink
erlina
wuei ging


tagged by both michelleteo n huisin. so... d questions refer to BOTH of dem.

1. What is the relationship of you and her?
Both are friends!

2. Your 5 impressions towards her?
M:
- doesnt mind being molested. lol. (i didn't k, i just observed...)
- likes ppl who play guitar?
- cute dimples!
- likes pinching cheeks.
- friendly!
HS:
- very artistic
- always spam my cbox xp
- sometimes avoids me in coll... =(
- alwiz hangs out with mich
- likes mooncakes? i duno.

3. The most memorable things she has done for you.
M: erm... said i have a nice voice. =)
HS: throw sponge at my face. =/

4. The most memorable things she have said to you?
M: oi!
HS: oi!

haha... no idea la dat one. jus crap onli.

5. If she becomes your lover, you will...
M: cry.
HS: ask myself why.

6. If she becomes your enemy, you will...
M: die.
HS: ask myself why.

7. If she becomes your lover, she has to improve on...
M: having girlfriend qualities.
HS: communication?

8. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
M: i threw one too many wet sponges at her
HS: i threw one too many wet sponges at her

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?
M: eat sponge cake.
HS: pat head.

10. The overall impression of her is...
i'll sum it up in one expression.
M: =O
HS: =S

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
I think ppl think im annoying, irritating, lame, but.... addictive. haha.

12. The character you like of yourself is?
d ability to laugh and avoid conflict.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
im too much of a 'friend' material until im not seen as 'boyfriend' material.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
myself + a bit of good from everyone else.

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
thank you so much for caring! because of kind ppl like you, mingwai exists as he does today!

16. 10 frens to tag

1. edwin
2. erlina
3. sheryiin (nah, kena from me pulak)
4. praevina
5. sabrina
6. wuei ging
7. iris
8. karyan
9. meisze
10. natalie

17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
etara lor... who in s1 doesn't noe??

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
erm. not reli sure leh. hahahaha.... female la of coz.

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
whoa. both are girls. erm... even if they were together and i was in between with them oso it's not a good thing. haha...

20. How about no. 5 and no. 8?
2 girls agin!! owh wait. i jus realised dat d onli guy i tagged is edwin. haha... well.

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
how to cook french cuisine!!

22. Is no. 4 single?
erm. unless im outdated... yes.

23. Say something about no. 6.
wuei ging is a cute but complicated girl. she is, after all, a girl. so... things never really worked out d way we intended it. haha.

Mooncake Party!

Well, as some of you may noe, last thursday i helped organise a Mooncake Party for my A Level lectureres and fellow students in Sunway College. Yes, like all Malaysian celebrations, it has a lot to do with FOOD.



Just some of d deco we had. Beautiful work by Lesley's team, particularly Hui Sin, I hear.

After my last class on thursday, math which ended at 4.30, i quickly changed into my Chinese outfit (the one i wear when i try to pretend to be very Chinese) and rushed down to d venue, room 306, to help set up. Help d deco team, organize my Events team, tune d 2 guitars, pick up rubbish, etc...

Then, at 5pm our guests arrived!!

Performances started off with Siao Chien singing a Chinese song accompanied by Jon on guitar.

Then it was yrs truly's turn to take d stage, with a too-high key for Kau Ilhamku. Ppl said I sang well, but... I know myself and I know I was struggling to reach d high notes. and i didnt pronounce my words properly. Ms Ann said i sing like Jay Chou. =( i take dat as a very bad insult! since im anti JC anyways.

Then our usually strict and serious lecturers took d stage as well. suddenly we realised... they can sing! haha... prob we didnt expect dem to be so... so... human. haha... mostly meant for mr.chong, my chem lecturer. just dat morning he was scolding my friend jolien. haha.

i brought my brother's guitar! haha... yea la yea la... lesley wana pose pose a bit with guitar. =.=!!!

u want a real guitarist?? here he is. haha... actually i dont reli play much. simple simple ones can la.

i performed belaian jiwa with clara, den i sang 2 songs on my own. howie day's collide and u2's with or without you. something like a medley lar.





the A Levels Student Council! upcoming one, dat is. ALSCO.

me with some of the other committee members....

debbie ho dai sang. (very loud)

michelle spongeteo.

overall it was a huge success!! wonderful teamwork and cooperation from everyone involved... if only everyone was just as easy to work with! d world would be a much better place.

oh! and if only we can have mooncakes all year round. haha...

bought a chocolate mooncake from cafeteria just to try it out. it was quite good! but horribly overpriced. lesley liked it tho. right?

til next time! chiaoz....

a glance behind to steer the way forward

when you look back at your life, what do you see?

do you see regret?

regret you did something wrong?

regret you didn't do something right?

regret something you said that hurt someone?

regret opportunities that slipped away?



or do you see darkness?

a black hole, absorbing all your little mistakes, your little white lies, your imperfection.



want to know what i see?



i see...


18 years of learning.

a life of adventure.

the moulding of what is, today, me.

learning to make friends no matter who it is.

being who i truly am.


and today, when i look in the mirror, do you know what i see?


i see...


the making of a man ready to take on the world and not be afraid of falling because...

i know there will be hands to catch me when i fall and lift me up.


dedicated to friends who have been with me thru thick n thin, past lovers, and people who, one day, i shall rely on for help. thank you and may the stars illuminate your path.

half of priceless is still priceless....?

last friday. i went to watch ms. lavigne strut her stuff on stage at stadium merdeka. it was great! d onli person i knew who went there was chee kian, and he was 'beeesaayyy'.... haha. u rawk man. finally get a proper girl. im so proud!! =)

saturday. slept most of d day.

sunday. ate at planet hollywood near kl plaza with mum & bro. met up with natalie on her last day of work at starbucks. no more accents? hmm.

monday. went out with edwin n melody. 1 utama. i drove all d way to edwin's hse!

tuesday. college. took lead for event management for next thursday's a levels event: mooncake festival.

wednesday. college. met with jon to discuss wat to do.

thursday. college. discussed with event team.

friday. college. discussed with whole adhoc committee. decided on mooncake flavours. lol

next thursday, as i have mentioned, we're organising a mooncake festival thingy in college. unfortunately, exclusively for a levels students in sunway college only. anyways... will be performing a song or two larh. hope i pull thru.

i haf less n less time to update my blog... so hope u guys understand! somemore... nowadays a bit... lose mood to update. dunno y. haha... expectations too high? duno. somehow i feel my blog is getting boring. mebbe onli dis post lar. i feel not as hyper as i usually am. haha.