31% on the 31st

i went out tday. first i woke up and started my comp's defragmentation, n den went off to kl plaza to drink nini-made latte. sponsored somemore. "i've got a tall iced vanilla latte!!!" shouts nini in THAT starbucks accent of hers. it's a job requirement as a starbucks barista to master that accent when taking orders from customers and proclaiming their choice of drinks. in the first 2 weeks, if u fail to develop this accent, u'll be sacked. nini told me le... lucky she got d accent dy. hahaha...

(btw, dat was a joke i made up)


...


(laugh la)


anyway, both of us went to watch sweeney todd, the demon barber of fleet street. amazinggggg show. lots of blood like kill bill. n d killings are very gruesome and real, which is why there's an 18pl rating. kind of a sad story which d ending reminded me slightly of romeo n juliet... whoops! did i just give away the ending....? xp

after movie, we met up with edwin who went shopping with his mom. can you believe he spent rm300?? on a SINGLE SHIRT??? omG!!!!! his house got lots of money trees la.

then 3 of us walked over to sg wang to meet up with sheryiin who was working there. since i had a kfc voucher (thanks meisze!!) which expires today (....thanks meisze....) we went to kfc (thanks meisze!!) where we bought a rm44 family meal but only had to pay rm34!! (thanks meiszeeeeee!!!! i lurf euu!!!! xp )

i tink nini had mash in her mouth. lolz.

two hot, hunky guys. ok ok fineee... just edwin. =/

*poke poke* goes my hair in nini's face just before the timer went off...

wat la nini. if wana kiss horh, usually d guy is looking at u u noe. haha... jk jk...

happy4friends.

2 hot, hunky... oh yeah. right. only one. edwin. =/

2 girls, one of them posing with her new bottle she loves so much. xp

WANTED: for refusing to finish the chicken at kfc

WANTED: for sayin he's full at kfc but buying pretzels immediately after

WANTED: for squeezing grape juice in her hair to make it purple. xp

actuali she did purple highlights larh. haha... cant reli see in dis photo tho. see d 1st photo

WANTED to go toilet very badly, hence the constipated look

"no edwin, ure supposed to aim at the bad guys...." *BANG!!* "....oops."

since it was the 31st of january... the best place to be would be? u got it!! baskin robbins!! 31% discount on some of their ice cream stuff. i bought a pint of ice cream (well, din haf change so nini paid for our ice cream first) at rm16 (normal price rm23) and enjoyed it with edwin. mmm.... nini had to chau but she bought for herself n her mum oso la.

went arcade with edwin after dat. den we went to cold storage n bought corn in a cup and kaya balls and ice lemon teas as our light dinner of sorts. as we sat there looking at pictures of beef thinking of steak, we talked n talked n talked... how nice. we're actuali quite similiar. his girlfriend (form5) is grounded coz it's her spm year and can't come out. n so we're 2 really sad guys. like half of us is elsewhere. hmmmph... circumstances... circumstances...

well. tday was a great day.

and if not for baskin robbins, my day wouldn't be complete. coz baskin robbins makes the world go wheeeee!!

tagged! RM 9999644466 (type on hp to find out)

tagged by sabrina AND pervina. -.-!!! it sounds like it's for a girl tho. nvm i change it here n there to suit me lah k. haha...





1. What colour pants are you wearing now?


grey. why do u need to noe anyway? erm... wat if im NOT wearing pants? wat colour? xp





2. Do you prefer light or dark haired girls?


i prefer a girl.





3. Are you currently frustrated with a girl?


well... there's this one girl... who can't really go out as often as i'd like her to... prob not frustrated with the girl herself, but with the circumstances that prevent her from going out more often.





4. Do you have a best friend?


do i look like a retard to u? of coz i do. a whole bunch of them.





5. Who was the last person you hugged?


Sow Huey Ru for her burfday! gave her card on monday ma.





6. Have you ever had your heart broken?


yes of course. all's well now tho.





7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?


nope... im afraid i become putera lilin... cant go under sun if not my face melt away.





8. Do you like your life?


right now, it's alright.





9. Do you shop at Hollister?


nope.





10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a girlfriend from you?


well, a guy who was in sjam in my school one year my junior did. didn't noe him well until he did tho. so does dat count?





11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?


dont rmbr. i've jumped into pools with shirt on, or with pants on, but never both.





12.Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?


girls! vina, sabrina, melody, even qian and edwin!! xp





13. How long have you had MySpace?


no idea.





14. Have you ever slapped a girl in the face?


not in anger. tersilap got. play play push d cheek a bit got la. meisze kena b4 i tink.





15. What are your biggest fears?


a huge monster? very big ma.





16. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?


well... grandmas.





17. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?


yeahp! bet i did that alot as a kid. with a brother like duckie... how not to? he bullied me a lot when we were younger... -.-!!!





18. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?


of course! she's on my mind ALL the time.





19. Do you believe in the saying, “Once a cheater, always a cheater"?


yeahp!!!





20. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?


of course... im not THAT pessimistic.





21. Do you ever wish you were famous?


yeah... but then i think of all the paparazzi stalking me, n i give up my dreams liao.





22. Are you currently missing someone?


DUH! cannot find her. please help me find her... she's missing... xp





23. Please tag 5 people:


wait arh... i go and buy the labelling machine they use in carrefour... then can tag ppl ma? no ah?







tagged by saby. go study lerh. xp


Ground rules:


1. link to person that tagged you and post rules


2. list 8 random facts about yourself then tag 8 people, and add a black and white photo.





8 random facts:





1. i have an L license. wheeeee....





2. i can picture myself getting married and having kids and a loving wife to come home to everyday after work. how sweet.





3. i take cold showers nowadays to gear up for ns.





4. i like having lots of undies.





5. i used to have crushes on some ppl who are now friends which means i can nvr tell them.





6. i know how to play quite a few games/sports. i said i know how, but dat dont mean im good at them. let me list. badminton, basketball, football, squash, table tennis, swim, golf, chess, checkers, scrabble, bowling, archery, carom, volleyball, handball, pool, snooker, darts, various card games, hockey, various arcade games, etc etc. memory fails me.





7. i'll be going to italy and austria for cny. going 7th, returning 16th.





8. i'll also be going for incubus' gig in singapore in march with bro n his band mates.





tag 8 ppl? wait la. havent bought that label machine yet.

black+white photo:

i love this shot. can even feel the hugs now wei!! haha... 2 of my besties. lovely vina and buddy edwin. muahhxx!!

moths and tornadoes

overwhelming support, i call it. let's leave it at that, and move on.



went for keyleader review for... central and november keyleader, but as kyc06 graduate i was also invited. anyway, it was a great day lah. great day for reunions. a day when i was surrounded by my loving friends and fun people. much to my delight, vina, edwin, saby, melody, qian, nat, joey, nicholas, aileen, and mei sze was there. well, mei sze stayed over at my place d night before. we had cake for nat, qian, n saby, coz their bdays are round d corner/just passed. abby n ken were also there. i dont reli noe dem so well actuali. in fact, b4 kyc07, i didnt noe most of d ppl i noe now. i onli knew melody who was my sf from d previous year, n saby who was also from GHCP, my group. (and as i love telling people, during CIRCLE OF APPRECIATION when ure supposed to talk abt ppl's good points and be emo n stuff lidat, she called me a pervert. xp ) other than them 2 lovely girls, i thought i was kind of low profile. sort of. a little. but voila! come kyc07, suddenly so many ppl greet me like im an old friend whom they havent seen in a year, and have returned. i was genuinely shocked. half of d ppl, i didnt even rmbr their names. praevina, natalie, edwin, nicholas, and aileen. i had to keep quiet a while so dat when other ppl called their names, i'd get to noe their names too. haha... i had NO idea so many knew me. and of course, from that point onwards we were the best of besties!

dear God, i'd like to be thankful for everything i've been through.

i've got a family. not the best of families, but a family nonetheless.

i've got a loving girlfriend who kinda freaks out at any wacky thing i do or say, but is my angel throughout the hard times.

i've got great friends. should i name names? no because those who think ure one of my besties would already be smiling while reading this. so... if you're smiling, thanks.

i'm thankful that i didn't crash into anything today while i had my first driving lesson. though i did 'die fire' (quote Ru) like... 3 or 4 times, and the instructor had a little BO, i still got the hang of driving and didn't kill anyone. thanks.

last but not least i'm thankful for you, o Lord, for watching over us all, for keeping an eye on me, my family, my loved ones, and those who could've died while i was driving. luckily they stepped out of the way. thank you o Lord.

Thank you God.

Amen.

Has beens and bygones

i feel depressed right now.

like im at the bottom of the emotions spectrum.

i hate my hair now.

i feel like going botak.

i hate the colour so much.

i miss my black hair.

i don't feel like going out.

today was a horrible day for me.

continuing from yesterday.

zmin freaked out at my hair.

today my brother got so pissed with me.

his car's air con rosak and he drives real fast. sometimes a little too fast, even for me.

i made a joke, he got insulted and told me to fuck off. shocked, i told him he was sensitive. he told me to get out of his car.

i want to continue sjam. wana make uniform tmr. mum's totally against it.

wana do duty for sjam b4 cny. can't. coz of stupid hair.

told dad about hair. now he's disappointed in me.

my whole bed of support just gave way to nothingness and the chasm.

the darkness engulfs me.

i dont remember being so sad and so depressed and so down before.

i hate even looking in the mirror now.

i hate my own reflection.

i've never hated my appearance as much as now before.

i hate my fucking hair.

i just want to be normal now.

God, why am i so dumb?

am i that stupid?

am i that horrible person i see in the mirror?

am i that dislikable?

my own blood kin hate me.

my own blood.

if i jumped... would anyone mourn?

would anyone visit my resting place every year?

how long? maybe a month.

then i'll be forgotten.

if i could be what you wanted.

if i could be who you wanted.

would it be me?

would you want someone else?

i know my mum wanted a daughter instead of me.

i know my dad didn't even want a second child.

i know my mum rather i leave for good.

i know i'm a burden to my parents and my brother.

i know i rely heavily on them for almost everything.

i know anytime i get into an argument with them, they always start out with the upper hand.

coz i owe them big time.

and i am speechless.

there used to be a time when dad and mum lived under one roof.

there used to be a time when brother admired me for being me.

there used to be a time when i had a family.

there used to be a time when i... when i had family who adored me.

i used to have juniors who admire me.

i used to have so much for so little.

times have changed.

a lot.

there used to be a time when i was with my girl 3 times a week.

times have changed.

a lot.

it's not her fault. she's innocent.

as innocent as an angel, all dressed in white.

she's the last rope i'm hanging onto right now.

friends all busy.

i don't blame them. they've got their own lives to lead.

i hate my fucking hair.

my life is so... depressing right now.

i'll be alright, i guess.

tomorrow, the day after, next week, next month... who knows?

but i'll hang in there.

but gosh, i hate my fucking hair.

sorry if this disturbs you.

you shouldn't have read it then.

all words and no pics.

God, grant me that silver lining on the cloud.

or at least make my hair black again.

Amen.

blondie~

edited from "Crystal Ball" by Keane, original lyrics here


who is the man i see
where i'm supposed to be
i lost my head, i buried it too deep
under the blonde dye sea

oh orange ball, orange ball
save them all, tell me they are beautiful
mirror mirror on the wall....

signs ever more unclear
not sure it's even here
the more i look the more i think that they're
starting to disappear

oh orange ball, orange ball
save them all, tell me they are beautiful
mirror mirror on the wall...

i don't know why i dyed
and i don't really care
i look myself in the hair
there's orange there
i fall upon my floor
i call upon my girl
but all i get is the same look
orange hair!!

oh orange ball orange ball
save them all, tell me they are beautiful
mirror mirror on the wall

oh orange ball, hear them call
they're orange now
everything i knew was wrong
so put them black like beforeee....!!

quirks and perks

this is gonna be a long one. like, real long. no pictures coz im lazy. n dis is one of those posts dat i'll forgive u for not reading. it's one of those where i just wana say some stuff from d top of my head instead of reporting what i did today or yesterday kinda post. ok ok fine i'll start with it first. gee, dont need to get so worked up aite?

i went midvalley yesterday with zmin, edwin, dongku (mush lam) and char siew (siew yoke). supposed to be with vina as well... but erh... nvm la.

we saw d movie gameplan. got the rock (stone). n it's kinda funny larh. not bad.

we had lunch at dis jap place in mv... d same one we went to on christmas.

we (finally) had fondue at baskin robbins at the gardens. had cream puffs courtesy of zmin.


ok d report part is over.

now i just wana talk.

is that alright with you?

yeah i just wana talk. you only have to listen.

well, here goes. you ready?

i feel like im in an empty stadium where just 5 minutes ago there were crowds.

school's in.

im not.

everyone's at school.

im not.

crap i cant do this anymore.

i wanted to do this purely crapping post.

got too many distractions.

3 msn conversations.

iTunes playing.

itching to play CS on comp (using edwin's account).

btw... i have a new nick for edwin.

he's a Purely Horny Bugger. PHB.

normally ppl go university n get phD.

edwin's got a PHB.

did you laugh?

if you did, it's prob one of those rare occasions where i tell a joke while not being in a funny mood.

not that my mood's funny.

it's quirky.

i like the office american version. go download.

i need sjam uniform. adult one. i dowana ruin my cadet one. gonna keep it forever.

im rambling on and on.

like as if i never did that before.

counterstrike.

love you darling.

mings out.

introducing danny360

hey all. some of you (not many tho) may have been wondering who the heck is danny. here's a formal introduction:

this is danny360! my lepak buddy at home. haha... he gets pretty lonely sometimes so it's MY job to keep him company. =) He came, he got turned on (that sounds wrong but wat the heck) and he conquered!! whee... here are d 10 games he came with.

how can you have an xbox360 without halo3? it's a no brainer. it's THE xbox360 game. it's also damn bloody good. ming sern can testify to that. hehe...

this is another awesome game. it's so cool. i can assassinate people AND get away with it by just walking away disguised. COOLNESS.

ahh, another great game... right, edwin? haha... he enjoyed it so much he decided to buy the computer version... it's 2 dvds btw (pc version). amazingness.

erm... i dont really know about half life 2, half life 2 episode 1, and half life 2 episode 2, but i've played team fortress 2 at edwin's place online on his pc and it rocks. but on xbox360, i play portal. it's a really really cool game. damn nice. funny oso. quirky... u have dis gun dat can shoot portals. so if i shoot one on my left and one on my right, then walk through the left one, i'll come out at the right one. geddit? haha... it's coolness. edwin TRY.

well... it's football lah. ok ok la. i like d fact dat there's commentary. bt i dont like d fact dat they dont haf license to name all d teams properly. manchester united = mccresta u. ??

havent tried. bro has, and d gameplay looks good. available on pc too, but d way my bro plays it's like... whoa. doom3 but so much more.

havent tried this either. bro did, but i didnt see, but he keeps telling me to try. one day lah. hehe...

tried this with ming sern. well... mebbe it's coz we just finished halo3, but im just not used to 3rd person shooters... it's quite ok lah. it's a lil scary tho.

urrrgh. hate dis kinda racing. i prefer nfs carbon. nfs pro street is too real, like toca or forza. i mean... i miss d good ol carbon-style racing. brakes? wat's dat? lolz.

sucky game. no further comments.

well... those are 10 games dat i have on danny rite now... but im looking forward to buying fable2. i enjoyed fable a lot! but then... d store was out of stock, so she recommended two worlds. wat a waste.

im going out with zmin tmr!! im going out with zmin tmr!! wheeeeee... im so happiiieeeeeeee!!! u noe dat she actuali developed a photo of us together, framed it and put it in her room?? dat's so sweeeet!! of coz it has to be somewhere hidden la, if not d parents see means... gone case. but i duno la. mebbe if they find out it's better. not now tho. perhaps in a few months time kua. dey DO want grandchildren rite..?? eventually lor. bt gotta start somewhere i suppose. hmmm.

ru drove y'day! walau. i wana drive too.

my usual gang like so busy rite now. vina seems pretty busy. saby's got skul. mel's got college. speaking of melody... saby took a nice pic of her. totally shows her personality wei. haha... we were at j.co's at sunway pyramid jus b4 goin in sunway lagoon. n we were buying doughnuts. and... this was taken.

hahahhaha!! look at d 'wai sik'-ness of mel'd expression. haha... SOOOO cute!! i mean, prolly someone told her a joke n she was looking back la, but then... out of context la... SOOO cute!! ahahahha... makes me laugh to see her smiling lidat. hahaha...

i think danny's calling. gotta go!!

love u hon. love u lots n lots n lots!! mmm... ok ok danny calling dy. kk im comminnnngggg!!!

am i lame? xp

laluan matahari - sunway!

hey hey! don't noe if u guys noticed... im guessing u didnt. coz i didnt either til i clicked 'create a new post'. d previous post was my 50th here on blogspot! wheee...!! pop d champagne and wine, bring on d cake! haha...

well i dont go around bringing my camera no more. sorry guys... unless i steal some photos from vina's or edwin's blog lah, this post wont haf any photos. big warning! no photos. just words. if this turns u off, leave now. oh oh wait! leave a msg on my cbox first ya. den leave. haha... no la, im sure u all love my words rite? they're like... magic! magic as in... sleep inducing...? whoops.

on thursday, the public holiday (y got public holiday ah? i forgot. xp) i rounded up a merry bunch to go sunway lagoon with me!! of coz there's lovely vina, chef edwin tong, demure sabrina, laughing melody, crazy tata and darren my fellow johannian. we met at sunway lagoon, or to be more precise, a few metres away at J.Co doughnuts. donat. mm... damn good sia. 20 for RM12! sabrina blanje la. im sure dey still make tons of money outta ppl like us anyways so it din matter dat we broke an ashtray rite? rite?? it was like all on pieces on d floor n tata go n pick dem up to scrutinize. swt. we wanted to hide dem leee....

anyway we started off at d dry part of sunway lagoon. i tell u... d rollercoasters not as impressive as disneyland's space mountain la, but dese had water elements in it and made up for d lack of speed and crazy turns. plus i went with my siblings! dat's pushing it waaaayy to d top dy. =) den there was pirate's revenge. which was dis huge ship which swings backward n forward higher n higher n higher til we make one full round. crazy shit wei!

den we finally went for water side. d weather was blasting hot k! so d river thingy was a big relief... we went round n round on a double float with all 7 of us hanging onto it. damn funny sia. den reach d waterfalls part i steered it such dat we all kena d waterfalls. haha... great great fun. den we went to d wave pool. there was dis huge jar thingy dat had a huge pipe gushing gallons and gallons of water into it, and when d jar was full, it turns over n sends a huge splash down on us who were waiting for it underneath. haha... great fun great fun.

next we went for d slides. amazing fun! of coz, as sabrina found out and used to her advantage, whoever goes on a slide with me wud go d fastest, and travel d furthest at d end. haha... wonder why. acceleration due to gravity is constant wat. mebbe i dont lose much momentum from friction kua. coz force = mass x velocity. physics stiiudents shud noe dat le. right sabrina?? right??? xp

den we went to d surf pool, which was being used for surfing so we hung out at d beach where there was a chain tied across. so we got a brilliant idea. we lay down flat on our stomachs and held on tight to the chain. when d surfers were ready, a HUGE wave wud b created. den as it reached d shore it wud get small n nt as strong dy la, but still pretty strong n at least one foot high. if ure lying down flat on ur tummy that's still pretty high k... even for MY tummy. xp d waves wud crash against us and we'd be floating and pushed backward, but still holding onto d chain. so... we'd be like underwater supermen. cool sia!! i miss dat most abt sunway lagoon. lolz...

after another round of d lazy river n d wave pool, we were all hungry as d onli thing we ate before coming was doughnuts. we went for a shower. n after, me n chef tong were d first out (well technically me first la coz i waited for him... by d time he stepped out i was fully dressed dy. haha...) and i bought us 2 packs of onion rings and 2 packs of wedges from a nearby stall. cost me rm16.80 but wat the heck... otherwise no energy to walk dy. haha...

we went to pyramid where we ate at hartz chicken buffet. rm20 n it's an all u can eat buffet, nt bad selection la. got fried chicken, roast chicken, onion rings, mash potato, lotsa diff dishes, salad bar, unlimited drinks, n ice cream. great stuff! i tink if i go everyday 2 things will surely happen: i'll put on at least 40kg, n they'll go bankrupt. xp

after a bit of jalan, we went for archery. haha... sabrina was ok la. coz not used to d range there n she hasnt been shooting awhile kua. i took d lead for a while la, hitting d yellow zone twice... den after a while sabrina managed to get back in her zone n shot it 3 times. wah sei... den late onli i managed to equal it la. haha... melody n darren had a go too. edwin was super good lor. he aimed not at d target but at d number of his target (no.13) which, at the time we didnt know, had a camera behind it so dat we can see our shots close up. edwin... shot... his... TWICE. pierced d whole thing. lucky his camera nothing wrong. haha... i half expected sirens to go off and edwin being apprehended n taken to prison for his crimes. xp

after archery we went for a spot of ice cream at baskin robbins. i had a chocolate milkshake instead, and belif me, it's so sweet u can get another cup n pour half into it, and top them both with water n it'll be jus fine. but d chocolate still tasted good lah. haha... it was good.

den came goodbyes.

recently i noticed my blog is where i tell ppl abt stuff i do. i dont blog as much as i used to abt thoughts and opinions. well... there's this one small thing dat happened which was made into a big thing, but... im bored of it. let's move on.

tmr im goin klcc with sabrina!! wheee.... watching atonement. duno wat's dat. jus watch lah. haha... prob gona help her with addmath oso. wonder if i helped zmin out from form4 til spm, wud she end up better den me? haha... i miss her so much. wednesday, darling. wednesday...

joey (or is it joe yee? wat's d diff?) told me something i found a lil amusing n a bit... membanggakan jus now. she said dat EVERYONE thinks im funny. is dat true? m i a funny fler? well i pressed her for more info (not physically la, if not she wont still be alive now xp) n she said... her whole family thinks im funny. her cousins, too. and her gang. d girls la dat always hang out togethergether one. wat the... i was curious la, how did d family noe my name leh? how do dey noe dat ming wai is funny? well... i was too over perasanted. they didnt noe my name. they remarked to joey la... "dat chubby boy very funny". erkk. i shud haf stopped at 'wah, ur whole family thinks im funny. cool." but nooooo. i had to ask. haha... nvm la. it's all good.

im in such a good mood most of d time nowadays. if ure ever feeling down rite, come to me la. some of my good spirits will rub off onto u one for sure. even vina who was a lil tired n all managed to smile after i was thru with her... tho i tink it was mostly baskin robbins' doing lah. but wat the heck. she was happy n i was happy too! haha... we're one crazy bunch. and what's dis abt public affair ah?? hmm... cheh! now i got too many public affairs le. with vina la, with sabrina la, with melody oso got, and not forgetting... danny360!! haha... he's green with envy. haha..!! geddit? GREEN. danny360. u noe who's dat rite? haha... edwin? nononono... cannot haf affair with guy. he's my bestest lepak buddy! haha...

nicholas... where for art thou?

guess dat's all for now.


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as our spirits dance around the fountain
my hand fumbles in the dark, searching
and miles away you too do the same
but somewhere high above, somewhere far away
our fingers interlock, and we are one
forever more.

for my beloved.

it's sleep for this big guy now. nite!

tis the schooling season - not for me! tra la la la la ~~

well well!! it's school again folks. as if i need to remind u - many of u've been having nightmares abt it for d whole of d holidays haven't u? haha... well, to be perfectly honest i miss school. i miss waking up every morning to go and see my friends and stone all day. yeah yeah we got lessons too, but it's all in da package so i accept it. part n parcel n package lor. i love school. the atmosphere of being the majority (students vs teacher) and being surrounded by people who socialise with you... i dont say people who care about you, coz many dont care abt me and i know it. but all the same, the same people have provided companionship in a way during my whole 14 years of schooling. it's always interesting also to see who came to school and who didnt and why they didnt. for 5 years i've been observing. yes, i have PERFECT ATTENDANCE RECORD from form 1 til form 5. dont belif? go get a copy of Garudamas, St John's annual magazine. marvin interviewed me on d last day or something. he prob wrote some sarcastic crap abt me la, but haha... that's alright. got my face den i happy liao lah. not dat it was a good pic. i was in a rush, and i had to borrow a tie. can imagine d headline... "nerd with perfect attendance oozes nerdiness" padahal im not a nerd lorh. haha... many people when they first hear i have a perfect attendance at school for 5 years straight jump to the conclusion: "what's wrong with this guy??" well... nothing's wrong. it's just... i prefer going to school, get to meet up with friends everyday, rather than be alone at home. coz when i reach home after school, i AM alone. no one else at home. kinda sad la, but dat keeps me going every morning.

ok i kinda crapped too much abt myself dy. time to crap abt other stuff - what i DID for d past few days.

well in case u havent been on d receiving end of my smses or msn chats, here's good news: i passed my undang!! 47/50... still cant beat vina's perfect score la, but at least equalise aileen's. more good news!! edwin passed his undang too!! the night before hor, i con him leh. online with webcam on somemore. was helping him study for his undang la... asking him random questions. (edited to omit d long msn nicks and added colour for easy reading)


Me: if u din tampal 'P' sticker how many demerit points u get?
Edwin: okay..
Edwin: 10 rite
Edwin: didnt bring license is 5
Me: if cross traffic light when d light is green?
Edwin: 10?
Me: OI
Me: read carefully
Edwin: 8!@
Me: GREEN
Me: -.-!!!
Edwin: wtf

whereas with melody this is what i got:


Me: how many KEJARA points will u get if u cross d traffic light when it's green??
Melody: its green
Melody: GREEN = Go
Me: hahahahaha
Me: smart smart
Me: edwin told me... 10 points
Me: hahaha...
Melody: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways... in d end edwin passed la. haha... dat's good kae!!

in other news!! mei sze and ming sern, my two cousins from sitiawan, perak who are both gonna live in kl for a while now came over my place on thursday. spontaneous la. like i just woke up for 5 minutes and my phone rings. "Hey Ming Wai, Ming Sern and I coming over your place can ah?" "Huh?" But anyway as i was totally free (still havent wrote that darned kyc report yet tho) and about to xbox360, i welcomed them... no problem wei!! family leh. blood is thicker than orange juice. is it? hmm...

anyway... i'll give you 2 seperate accounts of what happened. this is mei sze's probable version.

went over ming wai's place. i think we're imposing ourselves on him. like, we shouldn't really be here and we were so spontaneous i think we should get out of here quick. oh-kayyy... play xbox360. hmm... football. tackle!! tackle!! tackle!! nyek nyek nyek.... red card. woo hoo!! wheeee.... mm? ming sern play halo3 now. gosh... so pening watch them jump about some alien planet. nvm go find some book to read. hmmm... matilda. eih long time no read. read read read.... read read read.... finish! still playing? urm... find new book. erm... erm... so bored... gahhh... oh? dinner time? we should leave now. i bet ming wai is like so pissed we ruined his day dy. oh? dinner with aunty lai leng as well. okay... nando's! okayy... reach home. errrh... stay over? dowan la... ma fan ppl. why ming wai keep insisting?? he's that lonely ke? hmm... ok la ok la... just one night.... *sleep* *wake up* mm breakfast. i don't really eat much le. why is ming wai trying to make me stuff myself further? haih... kk finish. what are we gonna do........ no!! not them at the xbox360 agin!! damn... bored... bored... bored... ming sern!! we go home!! now!! NOW!! ahh... ok den after dat go klcc. watch national treasure 2. not bad... eat at yoshinoya... normal. eat bottomless tostada chips at chillis... ok lor. some malaysian pop star sitting a few tables away. hmmm... bored... bored... zzz.... finally we go! mmm... sit at juice works... drink is ok ok lor... bored... bored... bored... huh? dinner again? for d second night in a row?? no la... too much... imposing on dem agin... forcing dem to let us stay... dis is bad. mum oso scolding dy. cannot cannot... erh? he insist agin. make decision for me somemore. wat the....? ok la ok la. just dinner. after dinner... balik! phew!! so sorry for overstaying at ur place ming wai!!"

my version:
"lonely.... i'm so lonely.... i'm nobody.... *buzzzzz... buzzzzz...* huh? mei sze n ming sern coming over. yeay!! get dem to play xbox360. play football against mei sze... wat the?! avoid tackle!! avoid tackle!! avoid tackle!! gaaahhh!!! im hit!! im hit!! mm... ok now play halo3 with ming sern. wheee... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... huh? mei sze looks bored. she's reading. nvm. wheee.... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... eh? she stopped reading. she looks damn sien. crap!! err... go get book for her. neil gaiman's fragile things. ok... back!! halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... eh? dinner time! ok go eat nando's. den come home. mmmm.... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... *sleep* *wake up* huh? eat. den... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... erh? balik? so fast? she must be bored n dont like my place nor my xbox360. =( kk nvm!! go movie. wheee... wow! siti nurhaliza sitting a few tables away! wow! bottomless tostada chips!! wow! check out that shot! 3pointer sia... college basketball on tv. hmm... mei sze looks bored. damn damn damn... go juice works!! yeah... this shud liven things up. drink. mmmmm.... thank God for edwin and juice works. she's looking bored agin. damn damn damn!! erh... so... make conversation! let's talk... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... damn!! she's even more sien now. crappp... kk go home! den uh... while waiting for dinner... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... halo3... oh dear. getting late. go for dinner. send her home. she dont look happy. keep asking to go home. crap! im a bad host. ming sern looks ok tho. ok ok lor 50/50 not bad. go home.... sleep. zzz."

neway dat's d whole story la. hahaha... not confirmed accuracy k! any resemblance with any living or dead people in this story are purely non-fiction and are totally not coincidental.

hmm. now got spammer dy my cbox. haha... u noe wat? d more ppl spam rite, it means dat more ppl read ur blog n care abt u. so... dat anonymous fler horh, thanx for supporting 'the other side of the moon'!! haha... sorry la i got unconventional way of treating spammers. ppl actually bother to take d time n come n read my blog n den spam my cbox leh... gotta appreciate lor. n i still stick to my one message one reply policy regarding my cbox. regardless of who u r, (anonymous included xp) if u write a message, i'll reply. for sure. guarenteed! haha...

anybody interested to go sunway lagoon AND are free on thursday? sms me la... i'll sms u d details. IF it's happening lah. we'll see. hmmm...

tmr edwin mebbe coming over after gym session with vina, n den he may be staying over. interesting... we're like brothers sia. he's even going college abt d same time as i will be... i wonder why. i got ns, but he wants free time. can imagine edwin d chef? haha... we made plans for d future k. i'll be doctor and he'll be a chef. he open a restaurant and i open clinic beside it. he poison his customers, den they'll come to me, den after treatment i'll give dem free coupon for his restaurant. haha.... loop! hehe... sure squeeze money like shyte one. hahahahahah.... jk jk.

it's 4am. i'm downloading the office tv series. so my comp stays on. damn. sleeeeeep.

nite!!

miss my honey honey darling!! no sms dont mean no love kae! dont feel sad... holidays wei! xp

...when life isn't what it seems to be.

(warning: long post with no pictures and long paragraphs)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Goodbye 2007, hello 2008!!

well. dis ain't gonna be happy happy post k. sry la, feel damn emo n depressed now, but i'll try not to let it show k.

i spent d best ever new year with my brothers and sisters and one person who's in between lah. broster? sounds like bolster. hmm. keith u tink of suitable title for urself la. haha.

on new year's eve i met up with d gang and went to kl plaza to go get natalie-made starbucks... all my loved ones were there! vina, edwin, sabrina, qianqian, melody... aileen... and also... dat fler la. haha.... haha... yea d person who's obssessed with appearance. we all noe la. no no no not nicholas, keith la. nicholas dumped us. =( i miss nicholas. d good ol' nicholas. haih.

went back to qianqian's place in desa pandan where we showered, den walked over to aileen's place (5mins walking distance) where we had dinner... melody was all over d tom yum... which was so cute. see her gleefully taking serving after serving of rice to go with d prawns and tom yum... it makes me happy to see melody so happy. she's my symbol of pure joy. and apparently, i've created a quote abt her in my previous post dat we now use... "when melody laughs, the world laughs with her". haha... sweet melody. so happy.

went back to qian's place... went night swimming. wah... see sabrina, aileen, melody... wah... luckily din get nosebleed. den check out vina wei. dat one can almost bleed to death dy. haha... den qian n edwin oso bare flesh. i felt so... so... clumsy n all. luckily at nite cant reli see so well. neway we had fun... lotsa fun... splash her splash there... carry sabrina la, climb onto edwin la, gang up splash vina la, somersaulting into d water la, getting aileen to jump, ending up pushing her, den got duno wat else la. so fun til we lost track of time. well, not really la. d guard came at 10 something n potong stim. say after 10 cannot swim after lights out. so we go play at d shower... got shampoo den we had 'phototherapy' for d better part of half an hour... den after dat continued at d playground... d pictures are X-rated k. i look bloody disgusting. beside all d other beautiful ppl ma. i noe myself well, my bod's not my plus point. mebbe in terms of strength can la, but not appearance. ppl dont like me for how i look but rather how i behave, how i treat others, how i think, what i say, and what i do. and that's d way i like it. dat's how i prefer someone to remember me by. i realised dis when trying to talk keith out of constantly posing. well keith... if u tink ure ugly or anything, think again. look at me! stop vomiting u dumb dumb. neway we went on to haf pizzas by the pool. chunted sia. cold pizza never tasted so good with the warmth of the love surrounding us. call me dramatic or overdramatic, but seriously for me at least... d pizzas tasted so good. and they were temperature cold. and kinda soft. but good. soooo good.

went back n showered agin. den at midnight we all went out to d corridor where we had a splendid view of kl town... we could see klcc, kl tower, n another one... i guess times square n sg wang side la. splendid fireworks... splendid new year... spent with some of my closest friends they're like siblings to me dy. darling vina was taking pics with her phone, melody was admiring d fireworks wide eyed, aileen was giggling, qian n edwin had their jaws open, sabrina was going "bugger! bugger! bugger!" (no la, jk jk...) keith was... duno la. trying to fondle someone kua. lolz.

as sudden as it began, so did it come to an abrupt stop. the silence in the corridor was broken by 'happy new year's and the shuffling of feet walking back to their homes for the first time that year.

we slept on mattresses in the living room. with the air con on. thrice i almost fell asleep, but realised i was starting to snore. so... i stayed up from 2 to 3am. to let the others fall asleep before i did. it was then dat i did some thinking and all... n went a bit emo. well... either emo or sleepy la, but i suspect it was more of the latter. hehe. den at 3am.. kaplonk! i went down.

7am wake up.
8am swim again.
10am try to work d sauna.
11am go up n shower.
11.30am getting very worked up.
11.45am getting hysterical.
12noon on way home feeling very emo.
12.15 reach home and get ass burnt by mum.
1pm reach boulevard hotel at mid valley for family lunch (mum's side).
4pm playing pool with cousin mark.
5pm playing halo3 on legendary difficulty with bro.
8am sleeping.
9am studying for undang.
12midnight sleep.
6.50am alarm goes off.
6.59am still sleeping.
7am the other alarm goes off shouting in the morning about not waking up on time.
7.15 dressed and ready to go.
7.30 eating breakfast alone.
8am go take undang.
12noon enter computer room for test.
12.10pm come out. passed 47/50.
1pm playing 360.
6pm shower.
6.30pm play 360.
8pm dinner.
8.30pm play 360.
10.30pm stop. let mum watch high school musical 2. go to room to avoid it.
midnight- updating blog, chatting with honey on msn.

tomorrow? play 360.

and the day after?

who knows? it's either go out with honey or go sunway lagoon with mich n mush. which shall it be?

who knows?


when one year ends and another begins, it's as if a chapter of my life has ended and a new one has begun, but i forgot to write the last paragraph for the previous chapter and skipped the first paragraph for the new chapter.

i love you, if you'll love me too.

believe. that is of utmost importance. believe. in yourself and in others. believe. and then...

you fly.

happy 2008.