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grey skies and pictures of you
you know that feeling?
yeah, that one.
the one when you thought that all you did was okay.
when you felt that you were doing enough.
then suddenly the curtain falls: you could have done more.
you could have been better.
you SHOULD have been better.
and knowing that rather than being the happiness, you've been the disappointment all this while.
and knowing that you could have done all that could have made you the person you should be.
and realising that...
you didn't.
and now you're stuck here trying to figure out what the heck in the world should you do now.
and thinking if you're even worth it.
and finally, afraid of the answer, you just do some emo post on your long abandoned blog coz you were too lazy to update it.
sorry for being me and not the person i could be.
yeah, that one.
the one when you thought that all you did was okay.
when you felt that you were doing enough.
then suddenly the curtain falls: you could have done more.
you could have been better.
you SHOULD have been better.
and knowing that rather than being the happiness, you've been the disappointment all this while.
and knowing that you could have done all that could have made you the person you should be.
and realising that...
you didn't.
and now you're stuck here trying to figure out what the heck in the world should you do now.
and thinking if you're even worth it.
and finally, afraid of the answer, you just do some emo post on your long abandoned blog coz you were too lazy to update it.
sorry for being me and not the person i could be.
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