...when life isn't what it seems to be.

(warning: long post with no pictures and long paragraphs)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Goodbye 2007, hello 2008!!

well. dis ain't gonna be happy happy post k. sry la, feel damn emo n depressed now, but i'll try not to let it show k.

i spent d best ever new year with my brothers and sisters and one person who's in between lah. broster? sounds like bolster. hmm. keith u tink of suitable title for urself la. haha.

on new year's eve i met up with d gang and went to kl plaza to go get natalie-made starbucks... all my loved ones were there! vina, edwin, sabrina, qianqian, melody... aileen... and also... dat fler la. haha.... haha... yea d person who's obssessed with appearance. we all noe la. no no no not nicholas, keith la. nicholas dumped us. =( i miss nicholas. d good ol' nicholas. haih.

went back to qianqian's place in desa pandan where we showered, den walked over to aileen's place (5mins walking distance) where we had dinner... melody was all over d tom yum... which was so cute. see her gleefully taking serving after serving of rice to go with d prawns and tom yum... it makes me happy to see melody so happy. she's my symbol of pure joy. and apparently, i've created a quote abt her in my previous post dat we now use... "when melody laughs, the world laughs with her". haha... sweet melody. so happy.

went back to qian's place... went night swimming. wah... see sabrina, aileen, melody... wah... luckily din get nosebleed. den check out vina wei. dat one can almost bleed to death dy. haha... den qian n edwin oso bare flesh. i felt so... so... clumsy n all. luckily at nite cant reli see so well. neway we had fun... lotsa fun... splash her splash there... carry sabrina la, climb onto edwin la, gang up splash vina la, somersaulting into d water la, getting aileen to jump, ending up pushing her, den got duno wat else la. so fun til we lost track of time. well, not really la. d guard came at 10 something n potong stim. say after 10 cannot swim after lights out. so we go play at d shower... got shampoo den we had 'phototherapy' for d better part of half an hour... den after dat continued at d playground... d pictures are X-rated k. i look bloody disgusting. beside all d other beautiful ppl ma. i noe myself well, my bod's not my plus point. mebbe in terms of strength can la, but not appearance. ppl dont like me for how i look but rather how i behave, how i treat others, how i think, what i say, and what i do. and that's d way i like it. dat's how i prefer someone to remember me by. i realised dis when trying to talk keith out of constantly posing. well keith... if u tink ure ugly or anything, think again. look at me! stop vomiting u dumb dumb. neway we went on to haf pizzas by the pool. chunted sia. cold pizza never tasted so good with the warmth of the love surrounding us. call me dramatic or overdramatic, but seriously for me at least... d pizzas tasted so good. and they were temperature cold. and kinda soft. but good. soooo good.

went back n showered agin. den at midnight we all went out to d corridor where we had a splendid view of kl town... we could see klcc, kl tower, n another one... i guess times square n sg wang side la. splendid fireworks... splendid new year... spent with some of my closest friends they're like siblings to me dy. darling vina was taking pics with her phone, melody was admiring d fireworks wide eyed, aileen was giggling, qian n edwin had their jaws open, sabrina was going "bugger! bugger! bugger!" (no la, jk jk...) keith was... duno la. trying to fondle someone kua. lolz.

as sudden as it began, so did it come to an abrupt stop. the silence in the corridor was broken by 'happy new year's and the shuffling of feet walking back to their homes for the first time that year.

we slept on mattresses in the living room. with the air con on. thrice i almost fell asleep, but realised i was starting to snore. so... i stayed up from 2 to 3am. to let the others fall asleep before i did. it was then dat i did some thinking and all... n went a bit emo. well... either emo or sleepy la, but i suspect it was more of the latter. hehe. den at 3am.. kaplonk! i went down.

7am wake up.
8am swim again.
10am try to work d sauna.
11am go up n shower.
11.30am getting very worked up.
11.45am getting hysterical.
12noon on way home feeling very emo.
12.15 reach home and get ass burnt by mum.
1pm reach boulevard hotel at mid valley for family lunch (mum's side).
4pm playing pool with cousin mark.
5pm playing halo3 on legendary difficulty with bro.
8am sleeping.
9am studying for undang.
12midnight sleep.
6.50am alarm goes off.
6.59am still sleeping.
7am the other alarm goes off shouting in the morning about not waking up on time.
7.15 dressed and ready to go.
7.30 eating breakfast alone.
8am go take undang.
12noon enter computer room for test.
12.10pm come out. passed 47/50.
1pm playing 360.
6pm shower.
6.30pm play 360.
8pm dinner.
8.30pm play 360.
10.30pm stop. let mum watch high school musical 2. go to room to avoid it.
midnight- updating blog, chatting with honey on msn.

tomorrow? play 360.

and the day after?

who knows? it's either go out with honey or go sunway lagoon with mich n mush. which shall it be?

who knows?


when one year ends and another begins, it's as if a chapter of my life has ended and a new one has begun, but i forgot to write the last paragraph for the previous chapter and skipped the first paragraph for the new chapter.

i love you, if you'll love me too.

believe. that is of utmost importance. believe. in yourself and in others. believe. and then...

you fly.

happy 2008.