oh dear, not another one....?

...as requested, Jun Lin. haha.

just a graph i created

good luck ppl.

waiting

hey mr. dominos man, are you on your way yet?

are you riding on your bike, pizza strapped behind?

is my pizza still hot, the flavours correct?

did you get my order right, mr. dominos man?

hey mr. dominos man, i don't see you yet.

did you get lost? is here difficult to find?

should i turn on the lights for you?

are you on your way yet, mr. dominos man?

hey mr. dominos man, dont be late...

if you are then i get a coupon

and my pizza's no longer hot

but i gotta pay all the lot...

hey mr. dominos man

hey mr. dominos man

ride your bike and come

give me my dinner and be gone.

...is a really strong word.

im starting to feel as if my blog is an outlet for my frustrations.

i hate being alone at home ALL the time.

i hate being alone for meal times.

i hate having to ask, beg, plead and persuade others to have dinner with me.

i hate it when i have to dress up and get in d car and go out and find parking and get a table and sit alone and read the menu alone and wait for food alone, toying with my phone as if i have important messages coming in (in a way i do..) and avoiding the stares of people around me and wishing i had someone to talk to and then eating alone and then when im done pay the bill and walk out alone without a word and get back in d car n drive home alone and change clothes to home clothes again.

i hate it when i order expensive pizza delivered to the house and having to wait alone for the delivery guy, and paying rm30 for a meal alone at home watching tv and then cleaning up alone.

i hate it when this isnt once in a while. it's at least 5 times a week.

i hate it that my bro is not here. dont even mind d pubic-hair-on-toilet-floor thing.

i hate it that i xbox alone.

i hate it that coop games like halo3 and lotr: conquest and lan games like cs... i play by myself.

i hate saying that i hate being alone.

when i was.......

heya peeps. just back from sunway lagoon with college mates. i mean, college friends. not ppl from college who are possible mates (well except one sexy girl la. haha. but even then not til after them wedding bells).

anyways, in case you aren't from sunway a levels july 08 intake, i am on holiday dis week. been stoning lah. and lazy update blog. as usual. not as stressed anymore after mocks over. (yes i noe my major exam is coming soon stfu)

so anyways 8 of us went to sunway lagoon. i'll be posting in more detail later on when others post up pictures n i can steal from their blogs lar. so here's a brief run thru and also my thoughts on something that's been bugging me all day today.

morning meet at sunway lagoon, stop by for j.co's doughnut and black coffee. i dont noe y but i kinda insisted on going to j.co's for breakfast. mebbe it's coz i was thinking back to another lifetime when i went lagoon with another bunch of close friends (who are, by now, not as close anymore. dont ask and i wont lie.) and we had j.co's dat morning too.

for some reason my college buddies were in favour of going for d wet park before d dry park. therefore we went for all those rides n i pushed em on d floats at d wave pool and lazy river n all dat larh. n splash splash all. den after a brief bite, we went to d dry park. by then, boy was i exhausted. coffee wearing off, tired from all d exertion back at d wet park, etc etc. so no, i was not in tip-top condition to be going for all those barf-inducing rides.

i skipped d pirate thingy. den went some teapot thingy where u just spin n spin n spin n think of physics and spin and spin n think of centripetal forces n all dat nonsense dat im supposed to noe for a levels but not supposed to think of during a sunway lagoon ride during holidays. skipped d other tomahawk thingy. skipped d rollercoaster n d other one too. went for one or two more n dat was it.

now, d thing dat has been bugging me all day. since i didnt go for those rides right, some ppl just got it into their heads dat im sorta a wimp. a loser. and dat i suck for not going for these stuff.

well, maybe i am, who am i to say for sure?

but in my defence, let me tell you about my past experiences with these stuff.

i went for d genting stuff so long ago dat i cant rmbr when, and i only noe thru mum n dad abt it.

when i was ELEVEN, i went to disneyland in anaheim, california with mum. just two of us. mum n i were both scared but yet we still went for d matterhorn where it's almost all in full darkness. so dark u cant see ur own hands.

when i was FOURTEEN i went to disneyland paris. i went with a tour for youths, 5 girls and i. for three weeks i was in the uk and paris without family. and then at disneyland, i went for all those crazy rides by myself.

when i was SEVENTEEN i went to disneyland hong kong. quite a disappointment, actually. not many rides open. nevertheless, went for d space mountain n did other stuff.

last year, i went to some theme park in korea where there was a rollercoaster dat i went on dat was made fully out of wood and no metal, and it had a 70 degree drop (the highlight of d ride, apparently). during dat drop, my butt was off d seat. owh, and d ride was constructed such that d whole structure bends and sways along with u when ure taking those fast corners.

so tell me. do you think i'd be pissed when someone says that i suck for not going for all those rides at SUNWAY LAGOON? well, somehow i thought that real friends aren't judgemental. are they not real friends or have the rules changed?

screw this. it's 4am n i gotta sleep.