starry starry night...

bad news first... my bro's laptop is facing some technical difficulties. it took an hour from first pressing the 'on' button to typing this. damaged dy kua. somehow. virus? or mebbe i download stuff dat i shudnt. like... erhm... games? haha.

week at college was fun. coz... i've found great ppl to be around... and... yes. they're reli good friends. a few particularly stand out... i shudnt mention names lah. u noe who u r. if u find dat im alwiz trying to get a seat next to u, or alwiz smile n laugh when im around u, and/or i alwiz look for u when i wana go cafeteria, den... high chance dat ure one of em larh. haha.

of coz... there r d ones whom i like to admire from far. wooo.... yes yes yes i look at ppl. is dat wrong? anyways... there r dese 2 girls in my class who r like super smart... and both r cute... and... available i think. heh. hehehe. hehehehehe... MUAHAAHHAA!!!! ehem. erhm. yes.

u noe one thing dat makes me really really uncomfortable? d way dat some girls, even tho they already have a boyfriend, they behave as if they're still single. call me a traditional or call me conservative if u want, but my idea of a girl and a guy who are a couple includes them loving each other n choosing to be with his/her boy/girlfriend rather than another friend... for me, if i have a girlfriend, she takes the number 1 spot for importance... given that conditions are stable and normal and stuff... if my girlfriend asks me out, and another normal friend asks me out, and if i can choose only one, i would of course go out with my girlfriend. dat kinda thing. well.. in my college, i feel a lil uncomfortable abt girls who are technically 'taken' being a little... too close for comfort? i as a person respect d fact dat you're in a r/ship, so i tink u shud also do d same... it wouldnt be fair to your guy if u keep 'coming at me', right? not directed at anyone in particular, just a general observation... but like they say right? siapa makan cili, dialah yang terasa pedas...

aish. d cute girls in my class are cute. haha.


u noe who i miss right now? i miss my ex class mates from sji. whatever happened to the stone club? cdd club? mushroom club? oh wait, dat last one only got one member, and i miss him dearly... he didnt call me since june... he didnt even wish me happy birthday! dats sad. so sad. being my best mate at skul last time sumore. miss him alot. since form1 til form5 we've been buddies, but now... perhaps he's going thru a rough patch of life right now, i dont know. i shud call him one of these days. is it me, or do i have this uncanny ability to assume that things happen for a good reason? like when im driving, if there's a guy speeding who narrowly avoided me, the first thing that comes to my mind is "what the fuck is that guy driving so fast for??" and a few minutes later i'll be thinking "maybe he's late for a meeting. maybe his wife is giving birth. maybe he's a doctor rushing to surgery...." and i dont ever think things like "maybe he's just a jerk. maybe he likes the adrenaline rush. maybe he's a show off. maybe he's impatient." i dont know. if there's anyone to take advantage of and break his heart and shatter him completely very easily, that would probably be me. thank God for good people like the ones im surrounded by. my kyc friends, sji friends, sjam friends, college friends, and of course family. makes you remember why man is called a social animal.


want something wonderful? wonder why i get so dreamy. mebbe coz im sleepy.

under the cloudless, starry night sky, the leaves and the grass sway to the breeze. the crescent moon and the many twinkling stars shine upon you and me, and i feel your warmth beside me. surrounding me, your presence completes me like no one has ever done before. as you lay your head on my shoulder, i feel happy, truly magnificiently happy. the happiest i've ever felt in my life. hold me, darling, and please, never ever let go.




in case you're wondering, NO, i do NOT have a girlfriend just yet. nor am i actively pursuing anyone. just some randomness that i find heart warming. would you believe me if a poet wrote that?


goodnite, and good luck...