where have they gone...?

the fun times...

chee kian, theng, and me with li jia at her bday poolside party.. dis is li jia semi-drunk... later she would keep saying "take picture la! take picture la! havent take picture yet la!" despite us telling her dat we already took pictures. haha. so keute.

soh yun han, me and lynnett at klcc. i menyampuk oni la. haha...

me and melody and the remedy! haha. miss u my friend. how's... erh... uk? haha.

me, vina, and sabrina... dis was after kyc07. notice my tshirt kena conteng with a bra. by aileen. where u aileeeeeeeeen?

dis was at qian's hse at the end of 2007. vina, me and edwin. after swim, before shower.

dis was recent. with many of d kyc gang! "sexylicious" gang they call it. haha. apparently i'm 'mingwailicious'. vina is vinalicious, natalie is natalicious, ken is kenalicious and so on and so forth. kinda lame and childish in a way but so cool n awesome. haha. when i use d word awesome i think of natalie. why arh? fish fish.

on d same evening as the above picture. vina looking prettieee as usual. haha.

dis with ma' ASS!! assISTANT. ex-assistant. haha. those were d days, when we'll perform at alsco functions like dis visit to rumah seri sejahtera. 

dis with da buddy justin ooi. he dun like taking pictures. so he was giving THAT look. haha. dis was at last year's tan sri dato' dr. jeffrey cheah scholarship awards ceremony. (to show that i got rm8k discount from my tuition fees. haha.)

dis with mich and ms ann, ALSCO teacher advisor. yeah. she's a teacher. now teaching me math. damn keute one she. but in class quite scary sometimes. most of d time. haha.

dis is with d 'alsco girls' + lorenzo... sarah, hui sin, lesley, michelle, and siao chien. eh? where's yuan teng? my pic not complete. =/

dis is with my bro! haha. back in korea. =)

dis is michelle chasing me at rumah charis trial run. d sponge throwing thing where it all started =D

and it's birthday season again!

happy birthday coyin! 18 dy wor. nah let u molest as present. xp

mingwai: mumble mumble...                

siao chien: what??                                      

mingwai: i said, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

i know it's kinda late... but happy birthday! my gila friend who's always d funnier one. haha... 

well that's it. bio sucked. chem will suck tmr too. bb.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeVENTs.

SATURDAY

morning til afternoon - a-level sports & games competition

morning til afternoon - kiwanis visit to zoo with children from various homes

night - charity dinner at bukit kiara (invited by nabilah)

SUNDAY

morning - st john ambulance pudu combined adult division Annual General Meeting 2009

.....and the best part?

MONDAY - FRIDAY

A-Level (AS) Mock Exams

which means i cannot attend ALL the weekend events. wat the f*************k!!!!

why why whyyy... usually NOBODY asks me out during the weekends... but when it comes to exam time, SUDDENLYYYYY....

*BOOM!*

invitations come pouring in (or so it seems).

oh, and i'm 'grounding' myself this weekend to do last minute mugging.

chemistry i'm really really worried.

math i'm kinda worried, coz i forgot a lot of stuff for AS, coz mixed up with A2 topics.

physics i'm a lil worried. d few testpapers that mr. ala gave us to do i didnt hand up coz din do in time, but i just finished dem just now, and... i find that without referring to notes, i'm quite lost. okay so maybe my physics i'm quite worried.

biology i'm a lil worried. lotsa details that have escaped my memory. (me trying to remember stuff is like trying to drink soup using a sieve) but not too bad i guess. coz the big picture of all d topics i can recall somewhat ok ok larh.

GP im quite worried too, but not much that i can do about it coz it's not really a studying subject.

so there.

so glad that i got over my bio presentation on cholera. my group presented on tuesday evening, and we did a spectacular job! haha. all thanks to all my team members who cooperated. even wz who didnt submit d proper points for his subtopic 'global concern' for both the powerpoint presentation and the hand outs... (well, i'm also responsible for that subtopic lar... ended up i did both anyway) but he impressed me when actually presenting. so i can safely say that all my teammates contributed their own part to the presentation. miss nesa praised us and said that we have good presentation skills. well. she also said i have good presentation skills coz i crack a joke every now and then. well.... i guess i have confidence for public speaking from all that leadership camps from kiwanis and my experience in sjam i guess. haha. ok well now starting to drag this 'acceptance speech' dy. haha. well. uh.

i got a dilemma la. yoke teck (my sjam senior) smsed me:

"Hi! You r seleted to participate in the State Competition 2009 on 25th n 26th April 2009 representing KLPCAD which will be held at Regional HQ. We r forming the team now n the training will be on every sat n sun starting fr 4th April. Training on weekdays will be inform later. Pls reply me whether u can make it or not n hope we could form a male n female team this year. Thanks!"

so yeah. add on to the list at the top...

SUNDAY afternoon - state comp training

well, i think i will reject the state comp thingy. for all of u who dunno... in wilayah persekutuan, usually there'll be only 2 divisions participating in my category, the Ambulance Adult category. so there's a 50% chance of goin to National Competition, which will be sometime in late May. and guess what?

May-June is my AS exam. One of the two major exams i have for this year.

i find myself imagining what my dear mother would say to me if i asked her. i can almost imagine being deaf from all the scolding and lecturing. i dont mean it in a bad way. the fact that i can predict her reaction guided me to decide that i wont join state comp. at least not dis year. coz i still try my best to listen to her advice and follow her instructions... i realise i cannot compare to her in terms of life experience. so therefore, most of her advice i'll take. except the part about "DON'T GET STEADY GIRLFRIEND SO FAST!! go play play around first before you settle down and get serious......" so yeah. haha. strangely i've never wanted to 'play play'... all my r/ships i treat very seriously one. well. for my part i do. haha.. #1 was not serious AT ALL, #2 im not so sure, #3 oso i not sure... haha. what? #4 u ask? refer to my previous post larrrr.... -.-!!!

anyways it's coming to 2am and i really gotta get some sleep. mr. chong's chem is at 8.30 tmr and i cant afford to be late. im already lagging behind. still slightly ahead of most i tink, but still not up to standards. hmmph. 26/40 for d mini-test. can u blif dat? hope mich betters me tmr..

so long and thanks for all the fish!

when the music fades....

you know (duh) that i dont really update my blog as often as i used to. and at one point i updated daily. but still, my blog seems so dead. 50 visits per week. dats not including my daily visits to see if anyone still comes. it doesnt look like it, and i only have myself to blame. anyways. i'm here to talk about one very special, wonderful person.

there are some times when you feel like the world is on your shoulders, and that everyone is watching you suffer and laughing at you for it. there are times when you just feel like there's no point in carrying on in life. it's too pointless. sometimes you even feel that your life is so dull and monotonous that you yearn to be free.

it is during these times that i am rejuvenated by this person. i am made whole again. i am revitalised. awakened.

there are moments in life when you feel like you're at the top. like you're feeling that there's nobody stopping you from taking over the world. nobody to prevent you from reaching the peak. and then suddenly you look down and realise that you're alone. all alone.

it is during these times that i know without a doubt that i am not alone. i have someone holding my hand all the way. sharing my joys, rejoicing with me as i rejoice.

occasionally you see other people together and you feel left out. you see them hugging and kissing and holding hands and being affectionate. and you look to yourself and wonder when will i ever get the chance?

in a single heartbeat my thoughts go to her. i know that wherever she is, i am in her heart, and in her mind. i can almost feel the love radiating from her to me, calling me out and basking me in her light.

there are some situations when you look in the mirror and dont see what you want to see. many times i see a fat, ugly monster with little or no talent at all. sometimes you see another girl and remark upon her beauty, her charm, her personality.

all these times, i close my eyes and thank the Lord. for i have been so blessed with loving not just someone beautiful, charming, or with great personality, but also someone whom i know loves me with all her heart despite my many flaws and weaknesses. i am safe in the knowledge that she will be there for me.

sometimes you just want to hold someone. like there's no tomorrow.

if i close my eyes, i see her and i can feel myself slip my arms around her and embrace her tightly. like there's not tomorrow.

well, if there really is no tomorrow...

then i have no regrets whatsoever with my one and only.

Michelle Teo Chin Chi.

keep on smiling, dear.

lolbuilding

been tryin my hand at lolbuilding lately. here's my (and michelle's) favourite one that i created so far. although i think it may be banned. haha.

me? not updates? urs eyesites not vry goot akshully...

YOU KNOW THAT YOU HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING YOUR BLOG WHEN:

1) despite checking the 'Remember Me' box when signing in to blogger.com, you've been away SO long that... they forgot. hmm.

2) you don't feel like looking at your blog

3) you feel uncomfortable when people ask if you have a blog

4) your weekly blog hit count goes below 80 visits

5) people stop coming to your blog

6) the ones that do, leave in frustration

7) and often leave behind messages telling you to update

8) your girlfriend is one of them

9) aiyah. you know one la. haha.

yeah yeah been not updates. i'z not beezee. jus lil unhardwurkin. feeling to blog no cummin. not noz who listenin. not noz wat write. wat write will be borin. ze peekshure aso not puttin ups. agin, coz jus lil unhardwurkin. nao use Google Chrome. mus betta. buts evrytym open ze webs browser, owayz see ze 'istoree. owayz see failblog.org and icanhascheezburger.com and graphjam.com and flipperfeet.blogspot.com . oways not see angelofdarknesssss.blogspot.com and blogger.com/home coz... unhardwurkin.

akshully got lots dat can write. vun week ago iz at camps. yez. camps. same plaze as KYC08. NUR LEMBAH PANGSUN theyz call itz. go with a level studan counsil. go on frideh. cummin back is sundeh. is tiring. iz getz painfool soufenir from z camps. is stil nawt heal yet. stil pain. nobodeeh helps. all tinks "hez furs eider, no? let he helps ownself." and zey are rite. iz betta to helpin ownself. but sometimes is nice too if zey offer. forgives me, i tinkin i a bits off tangent nao.

so zis camp. nice camp is. tire, but still vry nice. iz help to plan vun hecktivitee. first mus rearranges own team in straight lines. nao i feelin unhardwurkin to explain akshully. so iz not explain. zen after zat iz arrange ownself, all ownself, in vun circle akkordin to burfday. zey kenot speak at zis time. after zat theyz sittin down. iz makin all make ownself vun sound and vun sound onli. everybody join in. makes musik. i like.

dat nite wez go jungle n walk without lite. fun - see stars nice. fun - walk in dark. not expereence for long tym. not fun - mozzie attacks. not fun - vun he-deot iz ze vun leadin own team, bringing us evrywher but not unnerstan zat we not wants sightseein, but wants eem to follow rope, but mebbe hez not unnerstan engrish so goot. vai? vai hez not unnerstan my engrish? nuttin vrong vith engrish. mebbe lil bit accents but not thick. even tho body thick. but dat vun is different story.

next day v go play uzzer games by uzzer team. fun - pretends to be car n makes z juniors frastratid, crash insides they car meanin they start agin. lol watcha mafala dilla! muruku urugu uno! we'z alzo has raftin and ze pond crossin. iz gets soufenir here. rope is hot when iz go fast, and i kno coz i has got soufenir on leg. is pain.

nite tiem we has campfire and my teams take outs da frastratin on he-deot by me acts as heem, bein all damb and stoopit. well. is not fair. buts iz do it dat time as groups show. he-deot not say kenot. means can. so wez do it.

zat nite also we has single dropping in foresh. we becummin d droppin, and zey's droppin us. iz not smelly. iz not scare. iz tired. and back was pain. and of coz feelin da boredness. after long time, ahbout 1 to 2 hour, zey pick us up agin n take us back to camp. den my dahling. she missing. nots zer. i kno zey take her n hides her to play trick on us. iz not like. iz tired and vanting sleepz. like nao. iz vanting sleepz nao. nao.

on 3rd day iz wake up at 11 coz previous nite z seniors sleep 5am. iz enjoy sleepz. sleepz vry easy and refresh.

wez go for more games. fun.

zat vuz how my camps vos.

yon thursday iz go show with dahling at bangsar. iz enjoy, she enjoy. actrs studio bangsar clozein. so we go as support for last shows. nice. got d up-stand comediens. douglas lim, afdlin shauki, harith iskander. iz see patrick teoh in audience. looks fierce. if not fierce iz talk wit him. but hez fierce.

if vant joke ask k?

iz looks liek stoopit hoomin. i kno. not need to tell. shh.

kthxbai.